Enough With Political Correctness

I love the South.  I am passionate about preserving Southern speech, culture and manners.  That said, I have less than zero respect for the Confederate government and do not deny the role of slavery in the decision to secede.  The period between 1861-65 was anything but a golden age and should evoke feeling of pain, sadness and regret.  The question is where do we draw the line when it comes to removal of Confederate symbols?  I’m meh on the Battle Flag.  I’d never fly it myself but am not personally offended unless it is displayed by hate groups.  Plenty of people who are not racist see it as defense of a culture that is constantly under attack by Hollywood and the liberal media.   I have no problem with the Dukes of Hazzard or display of the flag at tailgate parties.   I do respect the feelings of African-Americans however, and supported its removal from government property. 

Change the Mississippi state flag?  Fine with that.  Abolish the Jefferson Davis state holiday and replace it with Juneteenth?  Fully on board with that.  Remove monuments of Jefferson Davis and other leaders of the Confederate government?  Yes, I support that too.  His VP Alexander Stephens once said that the notion that all men are created equal is “fundamentally wrong.”  That is indefensible.  However, this is where I would draw the line. 

I have no problem with honoring ordinary Confederate soldiers.  Plenty of them did not believe in slavery and were conscripted into the Army.  Leave those monuments alone.  I'd feel differently if the Confederacy sought to conquer the Union.  Most people would agree that Vietnam and Iraq were 2 wars that should not have been fought but those troops are still worthy of honor and respect.  With the exception of Nathan Bedford Forrest, I’m okay with monuments to Confederate generals including Robert E Lee and Stonewall Jackson.  However, this is an issue in which people of good will can disagree.  That’s basically what Trump said in the wake of Charlottesville and the media spun it into support for Nazis. 

The big problem is that if you don’t draw the line at Confederate monuments, the left-wing mob will not stop.  Statues of George Washington and Thomas Jefferson have also been toppled and there is talk of re-naming high schools and colleges that bear those names.  New York removed a statue of Teddy Roosevelt, who was actually very progressive on racial issues for a man of his time.  He provoked outrage among racist Democrats for inviting Booker T Washington to the White House.  Unbelievably, statues of Abraham Lincoln and Ulysses S Grant have also been defaced.  Jimi Hendrix has also been targeted.  What did he do or say that was so bad?   Is Elvis next?  Shaun King even stated that portraits of Jesus Christ should be considered “symbols of white supremacy.”  What the ______! 

A couple of years ago, I posted about offensive team names.  It was meant to be a joke, but do you honestly believe that they will stop with the Washington Redskins or even the Cleveland Indians?  Ole Miss Rebels will be next, which will be followed by the Philadelphia 76ers, New England Patriots and even the Texas Rangers.  Aunt Jemima syrup, Dixie Beer and Eskimo Ice Cream were 3 more casualties.   It’s also been proposed that the Master’s Golf championship should change its name because the word master has slave connotations.  Realtors have been told to use the term primary bedroom instead of master bedroom.  Good grief!  What about the degree after the Bachelors?  Come to think of it, Bachelor’s Degree is offensive to unmarried men.  Better change that name for my sake.  

I’d be curious to see a poll about attitudes towards America’s Founding Fathers.  I’ll bet that their favorability ratings have dropped considerably in the last 20 years, which sure is a shame.  I blame the public education system.  I was born in 1980 so I am old enough to remember the tail end of the Reagan administration and the collapse of the Soviet Union.  At least at my school, we were taught to be patriotic and anti-communist as well as to revere the Founding Fathers.  I recall singing patriotic songs in elementary school music class.  I doubt that this still happens today.  I entered school roughly 2 decades post-Civil Rights and can attest that we were also taught to revere Martin Luther King as well as to view segregation as a terrible injustice. 

To the Far-Left, America was built on slavery and white supremacy.  It cannot be fixed from within, so the only solution is a Communist revolution that has led to death camps and mass starvation everywhere it has been tried.  One of the leaders of BLM openly stated in an interview that if they don’t get what they want, they will “burn the system down.”  What further proof do you need that this was never about George Floyd or even police brutality?  We are dealing with a violent Marxist organization that seeks anarchy through abolition of the police to create a vacuum to seize power. 

IMO, it is unfair to judge 18^th and 19^th century men by 21^st century standards.  Even Abraham Lincoln made comments about African-Americans that would be considered racist today.   In retrospect, I will not deny that the Founding Fathers had flaws, but they set up a system of government that was fundamentally good and capable of improvement and set the stage for the average person to achieve a standard of living unparalleled in human history.  This was at a time when all of Europe was still ruled by monarchs.  Hell yeah, they are worthy of honor and respect and you better not touch those statues and monuments.  The Bicentennial in 1976 occurred 4 years before I was born but it was apparently a really big deal even on the heels of Watergate and Vietnam.  I expect the 250-year celebrations to be muted in 2026.  Will America as we know it still exist in 2076?  I don’t know.      

Rave: Beach Trips

New bucket list item:

Swim in the ocean in every state.  Ideally, I want to boogie board but if the surf is flat, you can meet the standard by swimming in the ocean for at least an hour.  Simply stick your foot in the water?  Nah.  That's like crossing the border of a state then turning around at the Welcome Center.  

Washington- Even in late summer, water temps will not make it out of the 50s.  Much too cold for a swim without a wet suit.  I did stop at a random beach for a walk but all I did was dip my toes in the water.  It was windy and rainy, so I wasn’t out there very long.

Oregon- Water is not much warmer here but the beaches are much nicer, especially with the rock formations.  My choice here was Cannon Beach though once again, I only dipped my toes in the water.  I will waive the 1-hour requirement for these two because it is simply too cold to swim without a wet suit.

California- I visited Venice Beach near Los Angeles but did not even enter the water.  It was January so I had an excuse.  Here, water temperatures can hit 70 degrees in San Diego in August and September and the upper 60s in the LA area.  That’s warm enough.  I’d opt for San Diego and have plenty of choices in terms of beaches. 

Florida- I’ve been on all 3 sides of the peninsula and there are so many great beaches from which to choose.  For the northern Gulf, I’ve got to go with Destin.  On the Atlantic, you can’t beat being able to swim in Miami all year round, but I actually had more fun in Daytona.  I was in Tampa as a teenager and intend to go back but rideable waves are rare, especially in the summer.  You might have a chance in the Spring and Fall. 

Georgia- Been to St. Simon and Jekyll Islands but I prefer Tybee because of its proximity to Savannah.

South Carolina- Used to live here.  Been to Hilton Head, Charleston beaches and Myrtle Beach.  Isle of Palms, near Charleston is my favorite in SC.  It might even be my favorite Atlantic beach.

North Carolina- Been to Carolina Beach, near Wilmington.  Surf was much rougher than neighboring South Carolina, at least on this day. I’d like to visit Nags Head and the Outer Banks.  That can be combined with a trip to Virginia Beach.  It would be a 2-day drive, but Charlotte is a good stopping point.

Virginia- Been to Virginia Beach as a child and want to go back.  I’ve also had several good sessions at Chincoteague on the Delmarva Peninsula as a teenager when my sister lived in the area. 

Maryland- Ocean City is the best and most popular beach here.  If you prefer a less touristy destination, Assateague Island is also a good option.  I’ve been to both.

Delaware- Bethany Beach is just across the border from Ocean City, Maryland and is also less touristy.  I went there a couple times just for something different.  I have not been to Rehoboth.

New Jersey- I was told that I was here as a toddler but don’t remember it, so I don’t feel right about counting it even if I did go in the water.  It’s a bit too far to drive, so I’d probably fly to Philadelphia and rent a car.  Wildwood, Ocean City, Atlantic City?  Take your pick.  All 3 are within 90 minutes of Philly.

New York- I did walk on the boardwalk in Coney Island in Brooklyn but the beach was not open in early May, so I didn’t even step foot in the water.  I’ve since learned that surfing is not even allowed there so my choice must be Rockaway in Queens.  It is accessible by the subway.  Sure, I’m up for another NYC trip someday. 

Connecticut- Unfortunately, there are no waves here because it is blocked by the Long Island Sound.  I took an hour-long dip in New London’s Ocean Beach last August before heading to Rhode Island for a quality afternoon body surf session.

Rhode Island- Known as the Ocean State, you’ve got several options in a small land area.  I went with Narragansett because it was closest to Connecticut, but Newport can be fun as well.

Massachusetts- I went with Horseneck Beach on the south coast just about an hour from Boston. Lots of seaweed and a stony ocean floor but I still enjoyed my session here.  Cape Cod and Salisbury look to be better options.  I’ve been to Cape Cod, but it was too cold to swim.  Both here and Rhode Island, I found the water to be comfortably cool in early August. 

New Hampshire- Only 14 miles of coastline but you’ve got Hampton and Rye Beach.  Both look good.  It was October so all I did was walk on the beach and stick my foot in the water.  I expect the water temp to be a few degrees cooler than Massachusetts and Rhode Island (likely mid 60s in August) but that should still be tolerable for at least an hour. 

Maine- The northern coast is too cold for swimming, but the rocky beach is still worth a look just for the scenery.   Wells Beach, just across the border from New Hampshire, is the best bet for swimming and I expect that it will be no colder than beaches just a few miles south.  Yes, people do go in the water here in late summer so I will too.  I can choose an August race in Maine and can have 2 sessions in different states on the same day. 

Alabama- Under the radar for much of the country but the beaches in Gulf Shores and Orange Beach rival the beauty of neighboring Florida. 

Mississippi- Maybe I can count this because I did swim in the Sound but a short cruise to Ship Island, where rideable waves are usually accessible can be had for a reasonable price.  I plan on doing it.

Louisiana- Skip the Cajun Riviera near the Texas border and take the drive down to Grand Isle south of New Orleans.  The water doesn’t look too appealing, but it feels fine.  This is the only place in the state with rideable waves. 

Texas- Very under-rated beaches here especially further south.  I’ve been to both Galveston and South Padre and intend to visit Port Aransas. 

  

Puerto Rico- Not a state but you can’t go wrong with beaches here.  I went with Carolina in Isla Verde just outside of San Juan. 

Hawaii- TO DO!

GOP Vote Share

There is a common misconception that Trump was elected by riding a massive wave of white support.  This is untrue.  Actually, Trump did no better than Romney among white voters overall.  He lost some suburban voters in the Sun Belt (Phoenix, Houston, Charlotte, Atlanta) while picking up ground in the Rust Belt.  It proved to be a good trade as he held Georgia, North Carolina and Arizona while picking up Pennsylvania, Michigan and Wisconsin.  Trump did marginally better than Romney among all racial minorities and benefited from lower turnout.  His share of the African-American vote was between 8 and 9 percent, which has been just about the norm for Republican candidates since the mid-1960s without Obama on the ballot.  One thing that I do find intriguing is that Trump got 13% of black male voters (slightly more than 1 in 8) but only 4% of black females.  When framed a different way, black men are more than 3 times more likely to vote for Trump than black women.  This was not an anomaly either.  In the Georgia gubernatorial election, Stacey Abrams got 97% of black women but only 87% of black men. 

I’ve heard some polls from Rasmussen that claim Trump has a 40% approval rating among African-Americans.  I wish it were true but somehow, I doubt it.  He’ll do better but it won’t be a significant jump.  I’ll predict at least 12 percent overall, but no higher than 15.  He might crack 20 among black men but the gender gap will remain significant.  Of course, these were my thoughts before all the protests.  He could take a hit in the aftermath of George Floyd.  There is a bit of a split among black conservatives about the severity of police brutality.  Failure to do anything about it would cost him but his Executive Order was a good move.  Obama/Biden took no such action in the wake of Michael Brown or Freddie Gray but to be fair, those cases were not as clear cut.  De-funding or disbanding the police is one of the dumbest ideas that I have ever heard and would most definitely lead to a spike in crime.   

One thing that I do find encouraging is the generational split.  Among African-Americans under age 45 (both men and women), 25% have a very or somewhat favorable view of Trump, which is double his share among older voters.  I’m betting that if the gender gap is consistent, more than one third of young black men would be open to voting for Trump.  That tells me that the Democrats cannot count on 90% forever.  Come 2048 or 2052, their share of the black vote will be down to 70-75%.  I’d say that the reason is that Boomers and Silents who came of age during the Civil Rights era are more likely to be die-hard Democrats while the younger generation is more open to trying something new especially if they are not pleased with how things have gone under Democrat control. 

How would the Electoral Map change if Trump got 25-30% of the black vote?  He’d shore up Georgia and North Carolina with margins up to 10 points.  Florida, Michigan, Wisconsin, and Pennsylvania would not be as close.  Virginia, Colorado and even Delaware would become more competitive, but it would probably not be enough to flip them.  He’d need close to 50 percent.  In Maine and New Hampshire, it would not matter because the black population is very small.  The only states that would have flipped based on the 2016 numbers would have been Minnesota and Nevada but that’s still 16 EV. 

Here are some of the policies that I support, which would affect the black community:

-Aggressive enforcement of anti-discrimination laws, including assurance that a qualified candidate with an ethnic sounding name is given an interview.

-Expand on criminal justice reform and de-criminalize most non-violent drug offenses.

-School choice, including vouchers for private schools

-Reasonable reforms to Police Departments

-Ending abortion, which disproportionately affects the black community

-Mentor programs for at-risk youth.

-Incentivize 2 parent households

-Stress that you can make it in 21^st century America with good life decisions. 

I’m betting that most black Democrats would agree with me on many of these issues.  My question is this: Would you consider voting for a Republican who campaigned on these issues?  If not, what is lacking? 

Come 2048 or 2052, it will be the Hispanic vote that will make the difference.  Trump got roughly 30%, which was slightly better than Romney and almost even with McCain but well behind Bush-43.  Republicans will need close to 40 to remain competitive.  That would shore up Texas, Florida and Arizona while putting New Mexico in play.  It would flip Nevada for sure and make Colorado competitive.  If Texas and Arizona go blue, it’s pretty much game over for the GOP.  How to get up to 40 could be tricky.  Do not cave in on immigration.  I’m dead set against a path to citizenship for illegals but I’m okay with shielding them from deportation if they are otherwise law-abiding.  Compromise that in exchange for the wall?  Nice idea but Congress will never approve.  Stay focused on jobs and growth.  Policies that benefit all Americans will also benefit African-Americans and Hispanics.   

When to Apologize and When Not to

I remember one of my posts about relationships a few years back.  I said that if you say or do something hurtful to your friend or especially your significant other, you need to swallow your pride and apologize even if you don't believe that you did anything wrong.  The other party also needs to apologize if they over-reacted to it.  I still stand by that assertion as long as it does not occur on a regular basis.  Now, suppose that your significant other consistently throws a hissy fit over trivial things and attacks you viciously for no good reason.  Get out of the relationship if you are not married.  See a counselor if you are.  This is not healthy.  You are dealing with somebody who has unrealistic expectations.  Even if you bend over backwards for them, it won't be enough to keep them happy over the long haul.

Now let's shift gears back to politics:
Huffpost wrote a garbage article on white privilege.  To their credit, it did say that you could still face hardship but the color of your skin won't hold you back in your personal or professional life.  I disagree.  When it comes to affirmative action, I actually favor giving all economically disadvantaged students a leg up in college admissions.  They don't have access to the best teachers and may not be able to afford tutors or test prep classes.  For example, if everything else is equal, I'd have no problem with an 1150 SAT from a poor school being chosen over a 1200 from a top school.  However, it should absolutely NOT be based on race.  I've heard of less qualified black or Latino students being accepted over white or Asian students despite the fact that they attended the same school and even lived in the same neighborhood.  To me, that is reverse discrimination.  So yes, it can hold you back professionally. 

If you are labeled a racist, that charge is very difficult to refute and you could see your reputation tarnished forever no matter how much you apologize.  Now, if you let hate speech come out of your mouth or blatantly espouse inherent racial superiority, you BETTER hang your head in shame.  You would be well advised to keep a low profile for quite some time.  That said, some people change and if the repentance is genuine, they should be forgiven and given a second chance but not a third.

What if you are accused of racism and the charge is totally bogus?  Serious question.  How would you defend yourself?  The black friend defense never works and is often considered offensive by the Left.  Conservatives have actually been accused of using black people as cover.  If anyone ever said that about me, words cannot express how angry it would make me.  I'm quite sure that my friends would be offended by the suggestion as well.  Seriously, if you have a close friend who experiences racism and you see how much it hurts them, I'm betting that you will be more motivated to take a stronger stance against it.  I know because it had the same effect on me.  I've heard encouraging stories of Neo-Nazis renouncing their hatred.  If you ask them what changed their mind, they will almost always say that they were befriended by a person who is a racial minority.

Chris Hodges, who is a megachurch pastor here in Birmingham, simply liked a couple of controversial posts on social media.  One referred to COVID-19 as the Chinese virus.  No problem with that.  I've got nothing against the Chinese people but do have issues with the government and some people believe the virus was manufactured in a lab.  The other showed Trump pictured with Rosa Parks and Mohammad Ali while Gov. Northam, a Democrat was pictured in blackface next to a man in a KKK robe and asked who's the racist?  Again, I see nothing wrong with that.  For the record, I am not the biggest fan of his church and its theology but in this case, the pastor did absolutely nothing wrong.  It is also true that he's performed tremendous outreach in the predominantly black Woodlawn neighborhood.  The next week, he preached an entire sermon against racism.  I didn't listen but heard it was quite good.  He tearfully apologized and even confessed to privilege and unconscious bias.  Still, it wasn't good enough.  He lost his lease on one of his buildings and his reputation has taken a big hit.  I'll bet there will soon be calls for his resignation, which he should absolutely fight.  On the other hand, Jeremiah Wright, can spew his hatred every Sunday and he only came under scrutiny because he was Obama's pastor.  Racial minorities most definitely have a greater license to intolerance than do white people.

Drew Brees apologized for saying that everyone should stand for the National Anthem.
Chick-Fil-A apologized for allowing employees to wear Back the Blue Shirts.
A town apologized for letting cops use bathrooms in a certain building
COPS and Live PD were taken off the air.
OK State football coach Mike Gundy apologized for wearing a One America News t-shirt off campus.

A friend of mine took heat for saying that being black has NOT held him back in life.
Another person was blasted for saying that life decisions rather than color are the best predictors of success.  A Lefty countered that we can't expect black people to make good decisions, which is very racist if you ask me. Soft bigotry of low expectations.

If you express a well reasoned position that is within the mainstream of American thought or expose the ugly side of their movement, DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR OFFENDING A LEFTIST!  It will not be accepted anyway so why bother?  Stand up for yourself, especially when you did nothing wrong.  I didn't vote for Trump in the 2016 primary because of his character and demeanor but I've come to realize that we need a man like him to stand up to a blatantly dishonest media.   Now, there are some mainstream liberals that can have a reasonable and productive dialogue.  I would encourage that to seek some common ground.  When it comes to the Far-Left who will not accept anything less than revolution to overthrow the whole system, don't even engage.  The Snooze and Unfollow has become quite useful.

As for the future, I'm afraid that the chasm between Left and Right is too great that it cannot be bridged.  Some have suggested an amicable divorce between Red and Blue.  I'd hate to see it come to that.  Because almost all states have some red and some blue counties, how to divide it up won't be easy.  My worst fear is that we are headed for a small scale Civil War.  It won't be North/South or even Red/Blue but likely Antifa and their Leftist allies versus the rest of us.  The former group represents a relatively small minority but they are quite vocal and can do a lot of damage.  I sincerely do hope that I am wrong about this.  It remains to be seen how the riots will affect the Electorate and I will not make any predictions.

Rant: Definition of Privilege

Face it.  Some people are born into better circumstances than others and some will be born with traits that enable doors to open that would otherwise remain closed.  I was born with above average intelligence.  Though it did not always come easy and I had to work hard to achieve good grades, it did enable me to graduate from Clemson and get a pretty good job.  That’s something that simply would not have been possible if my intelligence was merely average or slightly below.  I didn’t grow up in a mansion in a gated community, but my family was well-off, and money was never an issue.  It certainly was a benefit to graduate without mountains of student debt.  Perhaps most importantly, I was raised in a stable household with a loving mother and father.  Now, there are plenty of single mothers out there that are doing a great job, but the fact is that the odds are not in your favor both for yourself and your child.  

If you have a son, it is especially important for him to have a strong male role-model.  Sons who grow up without a father are 8 times more likely to drop out of school and go to prison.  The poverty rate is much higher as well.   I have not seen any data for girls, but I am betting that in rare cases of daughters being raised by single fathers, the stats are not pretty. 

These advantages transcend race.  Too often, the so-called “black experience” is associated with growing up in the Hood surround by crime and broken homes.  It doesn’t have to be that way, nor is that stereotype accurate.  Blacks who are born into similar circumstances as I?  Yes, they do exist and can reap most, if not all the benefits associated with it.   A white kid from a broken home in an impoverished region of Appalachia?  Not so much.  Being an attractive female or a star athlete transcends both race and class and will open doors not available to others.  If you have a naturally outgoing personality, you can more easily make network connections in the job market.  Still, with all of that said, no matter what hand you’ve been dealt in life, you can always make choices to better your situation and improve your odds of being successful.  

I strongly dislike the term “white privilege,” which was almost never used before Obama, but that’s another issue.  To me, it implies that my skin tone is a golden ticket to a comfortable life free from hardship as well as a guarantee that I will never face prejudice, harassment or bullying.  THAT AIN’T TRUE!  Anyone who reads my blog knows that I suffer from an invisible illness that appears to be getting worse all the time.  Unless you live with me or hung out with me on a regular basis, there is just no way to understand what I go through every day with the various treatments.  Northern friends have admitted to me that if we met on the street, I would be pre-judged as dumb because I have a strong southern accent.  It’s not an issue here in Alabama but if I wanted to live in the Northeast or West coast, I believe I would face job discrimination. 

How is my relationship with law enforcement?  I would not say that it is good.  It’s pretty much non-existent.  I’ve only had 2 encounters within the last 8 years.  One was due to a parking lot car accident in which I was deemed to be at fault but did not get a ticket.  The other involved a naked man who was walking around my old apartment complex at night.  I thought that he was probably on drugs, but it turned out that he was suffering from dementia and was taken home.  No doubt that I did the right thing by calling.  Farther back in the past, I had one positive encounter and one negative.  I was saved from a probable mugger in New Orleans when I was in my early 20s.  The cop approached my newfound companion and said “Hey!  How you doin?  Didn’t know you were giving tours.”  At first, I thought it might be racial profiling, but it turned out that the man was well known for theft and robberies.  I was warned to be more careful because I was in one of the most violent cities in the country.  Good advice.  The only negative was being pulled over for going 70 in a 55 mph zone.  I was yelled at bigly and told that I could kill somebody by driving like that even though there was little traffic and I honestly thought the speed limit was 65.  In the end, he handed me back my license but not my car registration.  He was just a jerk and probably treats everybody the same way. 

I have no problem with the slogan Black Lives Matter but when it comes to the organization itself, I do have some issues.  They constantly push a TOTALLY false narrative that there is a massive nationwide epidemic of police shootings that only affect unarmed black people.  Several banners that I’ve seen in the news have compared the police to the KKK.  That is ridiculous.  I will cede one point that a black man is more likely to be pulled over if seen driving through an upscale white neighborhood such as Mountain Brook.  That is flat out wrong, and no further comments are needed.  

A friend of mine recently posted that sometimes she is afraid for her son to go out because of the police.  While there is never an absolute guarantee for his safety, police are not the ones to be feared if you look at the statistics.  27% of people killed by police are black, which is roughly 2 times their share of the population.  Now, consider that blacks have more interactions with police due to the crime rate.  If you look at the number of deaths per police interaction, I’ll bet it is slightly higher but not significantly and certainly not as bad as the media would lead you to believe.  An unarmed black man is more likely to be struck by lightning than killed by a police officer.  Again, racist acts do happen.  I will not deny it or downplay any individual case, but it is NOT the norm. Hell, even fellow police officers will not defend this and in many cases sided with peaceful protesters.   I can think of at least 5 issues that are more pressing needs than police brutality. 

 I have ZERO sympathy for violent protesters especially after the officer was charged with murder and public opinion is overwhelmingly against him and his accessories on the scene.  Looting is not on the same level as murder and try to understand their anger?  No excuse.  True, looting is not on par with what the officer did but burning down a building that houses a child is.  11 people have been killed in the protests and 7 were black.  Most don’t even know their names.  Sickening.  At this point, it is no longer about George Floyd.  We are dealing with radical Anarchists and Communists who are looking for any excuse to start a revolution and overthrow the whole system. 

It’s gotten to the point in which it is considered offensive to say ALL LIVES MATTER and a sportscaster was fired for posting those 3 words.  This does NOT mean that I am indifferent towards the black community.  In my view, mistreating others for ANY REASON must be condemned with no exceptions.  I am passionate about the school bullying issue and the epidemic of teen suicides, which affect all races.  I was once told that my very existence was offensive and the only way for the bullying to stop was for me to die and go to Hell.  NOBODY deserves to be subjected to that level of hatred.  I don’t care about the motivation for making such a statement.  I won't get as much sympathy if I shared that story because it was not racially motivated.  Yes, personalities can clash and not everybody will like each other but respect and civility must be practiced at all times. 

Training 6/1-6/7

6/1- Day trip to Chattanooga.  Got home late so I only did 2 laps plus a cool.  I did take TRS in the morning and after going 12 hours without it, I could only manage a 2:54 (8:42 pace) then improved to a 2:25 (7:15 pace) with it.
Distance=1.0

6/2- Lakeshore 3 in 26:18 (8:46 pace).  Weak effort.  This time, the TRS gap has diminished.  1st half in 13:37 without it but only improved to a 12:41 with it.  That's significant but not night and day and the ceiling is WAY TOO LOW!
Distance=3.0

6/3- AM- I don't understand this.  I was actually worse than yesterday.  Came through the Mile marker in 9:50 then quit.  Maybe I could have rallied a bit on the back half but not by much.  My only explanation was that I didn't take enough TRS.  Loaded later in the morning and improved to 7:26.  Not great but certainly a big improvement.

PM- Under the threat of storms, I clocked an 8:38 mile after another low dose of TRS.  Not pleased at all.
Distance=3.0

6/4- AM- Just wanted to see how bad it would be without any TRS and clocked an 11:03 for 1 mile.  Dipped under 4 for a half mile with MEGA doses then added a cool.

PM- Did 2 miles at Canterbury.  No TRS.  Just forgot it.  It was a junk run and I bet it was over 20 minutes.
Distance=4.0

6/5- Same workouts as yesterday.  AM was trial and error miles in 9:38/8:02.
Did the Canterbury 2 in 18:08 (9:04 pace).  Did 10 sprays both times.  I'm sure that I would have been better with extra but I just can't afford to take more.  I just have to let the detox run its course.
Distance=4.0

Another HARD CRASH over the weekend.  The tolerance for TRS has greatly diminished.  I'm shutting down until further notice.